Ciara and I just now got done watching the Oscars, yes I know its now Tuesday but we've both been busy! It was alright-half the time I've never heard of the movie or be quite honest I'm not that familiar with all the actors/actresses these days. Lately I've been in the mood to watch those classic movies. I was excited to finally finish watching Gone With the Wind. Its a three hour movie that took me three weeks to finish! haha-Jess and I went last night to see Atonement here in Stillwater. I didn't think it was that great,kinda dark but aparently it was a good one cause it won alot of awards, but what do I know! I think my next movie choice will be Casablanca or Singing in the Rain. Im excited about tomorrow to get to go to Edmond to finish up hearing these wonderful speakers at Memorial Road and to see many familiar faces! I've started looking and searching for my internship that I get to do before I graduate so Im fixing to apply for the Navy internship which is in Hawaii, Guam, Japan, or Cuba. I really would love to go to Hawaii or Japan. You spend roughly three months there doing whatever it is they want you to do. They pay you 200 dollars a week to live off of and pay for you to live. They also pay for your plane ticket there and back. I really hope I can get it. It would be an amazing adventure to go on!!!! Well thank goodness its Wednesday. The week is almost over and then its another great weekend-cannot wait.I've got some great friends coming from Texas and hopefully Florida to see me and visit the great state of Oklahoma. If any of you have any great ideas of restaurants or places that represent Oklahoma well let me know. I want to give them a little taste of this state.
Life is great and I am completely blessed and thankful for everything God has and is doing in my life. Happy Hump Day!
Its amazing sometimes how the little things in life can please you soo much. For instance, yesterday night a couple friends and I went to Walgreens and I got a new toothbrush! LOL..I was so excited to use it and sure enough its amazing. This week has gone by so fast I can't believe it! God has done so much in my life this week with the comfort, strength, and guidance he has given me. When things get hard or tests of faith come my way I have been turning to Philippians 4:6-7. I am very excited about this weekend. Great things are sure to come from it I know. I just got to get through today though. Usually Fridays are my easiest days but today not so much. Got a test, homework due, presentations to attend and appointments. After my amazing sleep I got last night though Im good to go! Have a great weekend-
I'm just starting to love Sundays! I don't know how productive I am but after all it is a day of rest. I've been recently going to church at memorial road with my brother in Edmond and have absolutely loved it! It's such an uplifting place to be. I had to get up at seven to get there on time but it was completely worth it!!! Today some tough news hit me that affects someone very close to me. I've been in constant prayer and I know God has a plan and purpose for all of this. It's been a rough road these past couple of weeks with everything going on in my life but yet at the same time I have to say it is a blessing because I am seeking God like I never have before. God is showing and putting friends in my life to help suppport me and let me grow spiritually for myself and with them as well. Its very cool to watch and see how God is working in my life. Don't get me wrong I still have alot of work to do and struggle terribly every single day but I know he is there to protect me, guide me, and confort me! I've got a kinda crazy week with 3 tests-and yes I should be studying right now but after 7pm Im pretty much worthless. I do better if I head to bed then get up early and study up till my test. I'm going to try to do very beneficial things for myself this week. Be in constant prayer, read my Bible several times a day, do good works for the benefit of others, look at the positive in everything, eat healthy, work-out, study hard so I can get out of school soon, and being with the people I love the most! God Bless-
Other than the crappy weather and events of these past couple of nights I'm not the most cheerful I could be. Im stuck in a rut in life where I can't do much about it. My brother today gave me great advice he said life can't always be happy and wonderful. You have to go through rough times sometimes to get back with God. I think sometimes if life is going great we forget about God and what he's done for us. More that I think about that its so true! I've always struggled with wanting to have a grip on my life and control of it basically. Everyday planned out and wanting to know whats going to happen next but Im starting to learn that I cannot be that way. I envy friends who can just fly by the seat of their pants and always go with the flow. I can do that to an extent but if things aren't going great or stuff is tugging at my heart I am quick to get irrational and upset that I cannot do a darn thing about it. My mother knows me best and she made a great point that maybe God is testing my patients and trying to learn to give it all to God and he will handle it. I've pretty much spent the whole day in prayer. I went out and finally got me a new Bible. It was much needed. I feel hurt and confused at times as well today. Everytime I get this way I've been trying to pray and I can already feel God answering my prayers. I guess this is all a part of growing up and growing spiritually. Well Im off to Jessica's house for some r&r.









